Why do I think so uniquely?

hmmm. i cant be honest to you and myself and say that this question is a not a bit confusing to me. so all i can do is share my own thoughts. knowing thyself is a huge deal with me. im no where near knowing myself fully or the majority of myself as you speak of.......so i wonder at how you do that? but that part is really besides the point. my point is that i too am called smart or wise or whatever due to my sharing my thoughts or my way of thinking and i too know that i am just average. there is no special extra smartness put into me. im just me. and i am a huge introvert and interested in how things work including myself and others. i also understand what you mean by "new state of confusion" i think.....because the more you know about yourself or something else the more you think about every single aspect of that knowledge. and the aspects of that aspect. and then the aspects of THOSE aspects. it goes on forever and it gives me a headache and yes i do cry about it......especially since there is no one around me to share these things with because no one else around me thinks the exact same way as me. close but not exactly. so i will not say that i think like you. it is impossible. and the whole God thing at 7 deal......you are definitely not alone with that. i even boo hoo about that stuff now......as a matter of fact i did last night........i guess i wanted to share all this because i FEEL as if you would understand what I MEAN and maybe that will help you.........oh and maybe this will help you accept that these thoughts of mine are real........"i think therefore i am" its one of my favorite quotes because it reminds me that these thoughts that speed through my head are real and rational because I think them and they matter to me if not anyone else.......i hope you got that......oh and im a 17 year old female with all of these thoughts.......i get why you had to make that distinction i think......its also important to me to make sure people know exactly how odd i am at this young age........weird since oddness is not accepted very often in this world. here is what i say about God. I believe in his existence in a very personal way. the universe is such a vast prescence in our lives that i cant help but ALWAYS know that i am very very very small and insignificant. my perception is everything yet nothing (because of my insignificance). and i exist maybe to answer confusting questions on yahoo.........oh and also do not let perception and existence and all deep thinking consume you and make you be depressed because it can DEFINITELY do that. im not saying you have to go out and do things you dont want to do cause i hate that when people tell me to go to a party or something when i just really love being alone. the way i gain peace of mind is this: i remember that i am who i am, i exist, and i have absolutely no power over just about everything in this whole universe and so i accept it. its okay to think about these things but i always remember that my thinking of them is really insignificant to everything and everyone but me.........sorry if im totally off the wall and this is a really stupid message. im still new at this stuff and if you need to ask me anything um well just e-mail me......i hope i helped some though